i been wanting to say.

things really do happen for a reason. 
when my dad passed away, i felt like there wasnt a reason to keep pushing forward in life. 
now i see everything so different. since he passed away i was straight depressed for a really long time. but everything has change, and god for a reason took him to heaven. i realized the life is something for us to take really serious. mostly appreciate our parents a lot, while they’re alive because when they’re gone we wish we wouldn’t said the things we said before. i have changed a lot this past two years. i have my eyes wide open and every single little thing i take it so serious. i thank god every morning for waking me up & my family/friends. i love who i have become now. its hard to say this but i think that losing my father was something for me to realized how beautiful life is with the people around us, and how hard it gets when you lose them. but things always happen for a reason. 
God Bless you all♥