DeissyDL

Today May 25th i turned 18 years old. & Tomorrow is your birthday daddy, also tomorrow I’m graduating. How much i wish you were still here with us. I wanted you to be there with me at this special day.  Things didn’t get to happen the way i wanted, but i know, up in Heaven your looking down & hopefully your proud of me. My high school years we’re the hardest. The begging of my sophomore year i received the bad news, God decided to take you to heaven.  It took me a year and half for my depression to go away, i struggled a lot, i pushed a lot of people away,i wanted to drop of school, and so many other stupid things. I didn’t see a reason to fight forward with my life, all i wanted was to leave to heaven with you. Couple months ago i finally letted u go in peace, i try to understand why all of this happen, to understand death & much more. I have learned to keep fighting for my life no matter how bad things can get. Now i try my hardest to stay as close as i can to my family, to say i love you as much as i can.  & to love life while i’m living it. i miss you soo much dad. hope to see you soon <3  (:

- Daddy’s little girl <3

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